2nd semester week one

I'm addicted to the idea of opportunity. I guess what goes hand in hand is the addiction to possibility. Either way, these two things are my sole basis for doing anything in my life. I like to think of the possibility of being a doctor, or an author, or traveling the world. But when it comes down to the actual process of doing something I don't want to anymore, because there could be a better opportunity out there for me.
I'm obsessed with the thought of missing the chance to do something in my own immediate world. I have an issue with sitting still, and just relaxing because there could be the possibility of doing something else, something exciting or life changing. I want to go to every event, meet everyone, because with these new things comes new possibilities and opportunities. It'll go on like this for a while, but once someone asks me for a commitment to do something, I almost always back out. Why? Because there could be a better option out there for me.
I guess some would call it selfish. That I want the best of everything, and I can't settle. And in a way those people are right. Completely and totally right. I just don't want to miss out. Carpe Diem. Seize the day. Because if I don't, someone else might jump on that opportunity and then I'll never get the chance.
Preferring to think outside the box is a talent of mine. Everyone sees the world differently, and in my world everything shines. You don't have to understand or believe me, but really it does everything has a sort of glitter to it. The world has always looks so exciting to me, everything is there for the taking. Because if I don't take it, someone else will, and there for I have lost the opportunity.